hold back / 1:17 PM

i gay-ly bought the 'north' cd. its so boy band-ish. But i like one of their songs, 'the day before'. darn. i should have bought coldplay instead. quoting neem 'old man playing the piano.' but heyy, it's still nicee thought it might be rather boring after sometime.

i think i can rot and rot during the first 3 months next year. So far, i've got a bad feeling about my papers. lack of confidence greatly. bleagh. For SS, i didnt know what they were looking for. *sigh* if only mum and dad would let me go to UK. I wouldnt have to mug my lungs out (actually i havent really mugged). But things would be much less complicated and i wouldnt have to use up so much of my energy on worrying.

I watched A Cinderella Story today. I've got to say, that guy is so hot. =] really. no joke. He looks weird but he looked really good in a tux. =] *beams* if only fairy tales were true, then i could fulfill my dreams. =] I was at the library just now with sheena, rach, hoi, alice, mab, jean, xinyi. It was super funny. No one really had the 'oomph' to study. We were just laughing away creating a scene at the library.

My Aussie and Mr i-pod were there too. i feel hopeless, i cant remember the history stuffs i studied 2 weeks ago for the mock. haha It's rather sad. =S

Saw chris in the bus stop yesterday. I was in a cab on the way home. Im glad. Im not troubled by it anymore. =] Hey manda (the only person who reads hidden stuffs *grinx*) I hope you're feeling muuccchhh better, cos i want ya to! =] smileeeee.

the chinese high.

make me more than just a memory
someone that you can't ignore
take me back to when you loved me yesterday
to the day before
-north-

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

hold back / 1:17 PM

i gay-ly bought the 'north' cd. its so boy band-ish. But i like one of their songs, 'the day before'. darn. i should have bought coldplay instead. quoting neem 'old man playing the piano.' but heyy, it's still nicee thought it might be rather boring after sometime.

i think i can rot and rot during the first 3 months next year. So far, i've got a bad feeling about my papers. lack of confidence greatly. bleagh. For SS, i didnt know what they were looking for. *sigh* if only mum and dad would let me go to UK. I wouldnt have to mug my lungs out (actually i havent really mugged). But things would be much less complicated and i wouldnt have to use up so much of my energy on worrying.

I watched A Cinderella Story today. I've got to say, that guy is so hot. =] really. no joke. He looks weird but he looked really good in a tux. =] *beams* if only fairy tales were true, then i could fulfill my dreams. =] I was at the library just now with sheena, rach, hoi, alice, mab, jean, xinyi. It was super funny. No one really had the 'oomph' to study. We were just laughing away creating a scene at the library.

My Aussie and Mr i-pod were there too. i feel hopeless, i cant remember the history stuffs i studied 2 weeks ago for the mock. haha It's rather sad. =S

Saw chris in the bus stop yesterday. I was in a cab on the way home. Im glad. Im not troubled by it anymore. =] Hey manda (the only person who reads hidden stuffs *grinx*) I hope you're feeling muuccchhh better, cos i want ya to! =] smileeeee.

the chinese high.

make me more than just a memory
someone that you can't ignore
take me back to when you loved me yesterday
to the day before
-north-