together forever / 8:11 AM

my piano teacher will be here in a minute or so.

Yesterday, was tragic. I had english oral yesterday and of all days, STUPID me had to play with some jelly-like vitamin pill which belonged to ili. Me and my ITCHY fingers had to try to squash it. But, hey, it was fun but the consequences were terrible. I was talking to trace and manda while pressing it, assuming it wont burst. Half way through our conversation, i suddenly burst it and this STENCH filled the air. Trust me. It stunk big time. I spilled the liquid on my skirt. like eeewww. (it smelt of a wet market)

Anyway, due to shortage or skirts in the general office. I had to survive with a pinafole for the rest of the day (including oral). Oral was fine i guess.

piano teacher's arrival

backkk!

anyway, today was just like any other day. same old and as usual not very interesting. I've decided not to re sit for my chinese paper. sigh.Sam asked me about him today. She asked if i knew him. I did. I knew him. But hey, everything aint exactly the same now. She knew him through her good friend which is his good friend. I didn't exactly feel anything. Maybe it was later, when i thought about things. It was weird. It was this no feeling thing but more of thoughts which came later. So there are more people who like you. (crushes on you) What was the ideal reaction Sam wanted me to give her?

Through obstacles and failures
we become stronger people.
I miss your touch,
i miss your smell
i miss you.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

together forever / 8:11 AM

my piano teacher will be here in a minute or so.

Yesterday, was tragic. I had english oral yesterday and of all days, STUPID me had to play with some jelly-like vitamin pill which belonged to ili. Me and my ITCHY fingers had to try to squash it. But, hey, it was fun but the consequences were terrible. I was talking to trace and manda while pressing it, assuming it wont burst. Half way through our conversation, i suddenly burst it and this STENCH filled the air. Trust me. It stunk big time. I spilled the liquid on my skirt. like eeewww. (it smelt of a wet market)

Anyway, due to shortage or skirts in the general office. I had to survive with a pinafole for the rest of the day (including oral). Oral was fine i guess.

piano teacher's arrival

backkk!

anyway, today was just like any other day. same old and as usual not very interesting. I've decided not to re sit for my chinese paper. sigh.Sam asked me about him today. She asked if i knew him. I did. I knew him. But hey, everything aint exactly the same now. She knew him through her good friend which is his good friend. I didn't exactly feel anything. Maybe it was later, when i thought about things. It was weird. It was this no feeling thing but more of thoughts which came later. So there are more people who like you. (crushes on you) What was the ideal reaction Sam wanted me to give her?

Through obstacles and failures
we become stronger people.
I miss your touch,
i miss your smell
i miss you.