to me. just me. / 9:57 AM

My cousins are over at my place now. So i guess i won't be studying for the rest of the day. But i've got to get some work done, I hope. At least a little.
Had tuition in the afternoon and my brain aint functioning too well now after all the math sums. ili just joined the tuition. haha =]
I haven't been to the gym for the past 2 weeks. I better get going again.
Chemistry CA was fine i guess. I hope i didnt screw it up or made stupid, unforgivable mistakes. My grandmum came over to my place to dish up some nice stuffs. yum yum. I can't wait to have dinner. (greedy me)

I tried to control my tears when you said goodbye
I really did.
But sometimes i really can't help it
I'm not to blame. Am i?

Time flies, last year at this time you were the one sitting for the o levels and we went through some rough times together but we managed to overcome it somehow. i felt loved. Now, it's my turn sitting for the o levels and you're not with me. You're with someone else now. i guess i somewhat asked for it. I don't even know why im feeling this way. I really wanted to cool things off beginning of this year. I thought there wasn't the thing between us anymore and i really felt that way. It was mutual and i'm sure. I didnt feel like that during the past few months, i was fine, really. But why am i feeling this way now? Is it because i see rach and km, zam and jackson and i think of you? Maybe i miss your company more than i miss the real you. maybe.
to him. you treat me really well and is always there to here me out but i just can't forget him. When you keep msging me. It's not that i don't want to reply you. I just dont want to give you false hopes or even midlead you. sorry. i hope you understand.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

to me. just me. / 9:57 AM

My cousins are over at my place now. So i guess i won't be studying for the rest of the day. But i've got to get some work done, I hope. At least a little.
Had tuition in the afternoon and my brain aint functioning too well now after all the math sums. ili just joined the tuition. haha =]
I haven't been to the gym for the past 2 weeks. I better get going again.
Chemistry CA was fine i guess. I hope i didnt screw it up or made stupid, unforgivable mistakes. My grandmum came over to my place to dish up some nice stuffs. yum yum. I can't wait to have dinner. (greedy me)

I tried to control my tears when you said goodbye
I really did.
But sometimes i really can't help it
I'm not to blame. Am i?

Time flies, last year at this time you were the one sitting for the o levels and we went through some rough times together but we managed to overcome it somehow. i felt loved. Now, it's my turn sitting for the o levels and you're not with me. You're with someone else now. i guess i somewhat asked for it. I don't even know why im feeling this way. I really wanted to cool things off beginning of this year. I thought there wasn't the thing between us anymore and i really felt that way. It was mutual and i'm sure. I didnt feel like that during the past few months, i was fine, really. But why am i feeling this way now? Is it because i see rach and km, zam and jackson and i think of you? Maybe i miss your company more than i miss the real you. maybe.
to him. you treat me really well and is always there to here me out but i just can't forget him. When you keep msging me. It's not that i don't want to reply you. I just dont want to give you false hopes or even midlead you. sorry. i hope you understand.