know that there's always / 3:13 PM

I just got back from the ac i superstar concert. It was really funky. AC held auditions for their superstar. It was somewhat like American Idol kinda thing. Three teachers were judges and the audi was so beautifully decorated. Loads of people were there. I saw Amanda Wee, Joey, Valerie and gang. I also saw ying mae, ying lin, Justin Wong and Sarah Tan. I just found out justin and sarah are together. No wonder they kept hanging out together and stuffs. haha. cool bananas. Wei Xuan got us the tickets. The first few people we saw were colin, greg and i think its eugene. (can't remember). Our school should orgainize something like that. It'll be way coool. *beams*

The winner was this guy called jonathan. His voice was quite nice. It has this mellow but nice sound to it. They sang really nice songs. I really liked two of the songs they sang. It was 'here in my heart' by Plus one and 'Out of my head' by Fastball. The song by plus one was really nice. Especially the words and stuffs. I copied and pasted the lyrics *grins*

Joanne's brother brought us back to the east. Nice guy. If it's not for him, me, rach and elaine would be like stuck in bouna vista spending loads of money on the cab ride home.

Darn. I've got math tuition tomorrow again. Can't get tasneem. I kinda forgot how to get to the tutor's place. The tuition tomorrow would be really looonggg. *sigh* But i've got to live through it and be discipline. haha.

Oh yea, ming gave rach a flower. I'm not sure what kinda flower it was and i shall not attempt to name flowers.

I'll be going out with nok tomorrow. haha and i'm going to wear heels, so i'll be taller than him *evil laughs* i feel mean. I wanna watch brotherhood tomorrow. But it's NC-16 and i'm not 16 yet. *wails* It'll be 2 more months before i officially become 16. Nok is 18. i really hope he can get it though. *hopes*

i was browsing through pictures
i saw your picture
i suddenly miss you.
where are you?

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

know that there's always / 3:13 PM

I just got back from the ac i superstar concert. It was really funky. AC held auditions for their superstar. It was somewhat like American Idol kinda thing. Three teachers were judges and the audi was so beautifully decorated. Loads of people were there. I saw Amanda Wee, Joey, Valerie and gang. I also saw ying mae, ying lin, Justin Wong and Sarah Tan. I just found out justin and sarah are together. No wonder they kept hanging out together and stuffs. haha. cool bananas. Wei Xuan got us the tickets. The first few people we saw were colin, greg and i think its eugene. (can't remember). Our school should orgainize something like that. It'll be way coool. *beams*

The winner was this guy called jonathan. His voice was quite nice. It has this mellow but nice sound to it. They sang really nice songs. I really liked two of the songs they sang. It was 'here in my heart' by Plus one and 'Out of my head' by Fastball. The song by plus one was really nice. Especially the words and stuffs. I copied and pasted the lyrics *grins*

Joanne's brother brought us back to the east. Nice guy. If it's not for him, me, rach and elaine would be like stuck in bouna vista spending loads of money on the cab ride home.

Darn. I've got math tuition tomorrow again. Can't get tasneem. I kinda forgot how to get to the tutor's place. The tuition tomorrow would be really looonggg. *sigh* But i've got to live through it and be discipline. haha.

Oh yea, ming gave rach a flower. I'm not sure what kinda flower it was and i shall not attempt to name flowers.

I'll be going out with nok tomorrow. haha and i'm going to wear heels, so i'll be taller than him *evil laughs* i feel mean. I wanna watch brotherhood tomorrow. But it's NC-16 and i'm not 16 yet. *wails* It'll be 2 more months before i officially become 16. Nok is 18. i really hope he can get it though. *hopes*

i was browsing through pictures
i saw your picture
i suddenly miss you.
where are you?